Love!!

how come i can forget bout my dad's birthday and cant stop thinking bout 'his' bday!! damn it!!

sorry dad, sorry.. i love you!!

i thought it is on this 18th.. then he called me and asked me wat's the date of today.. i said, it's 14th. then he kept asking, ya, what day is today?.. i said it's sunday, y dad? he said, dont u remember something, i said no..
he asked me to remember it and tell him later on. then i checked my phne, shoot!! it's on 14th not 18th karel!! haha!
sorry dad, u know i ♥ u.. more than i ♥ myself.. haha
and i miss u too!! hoho..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you!!

dad, just so you know, u are my idol!!
i will try my best to make u happy!
u're working hard just to make sure that we got things that we need.
u are always there to be by my side, to provide me with love, protection, advices, needs, guidance and more where i couldn't finish listing and it will take more than a day to list it down.
eventhough sometimes i may argue and disagree with you, i know it is for my own good!

i wanna show the world that i love you..
and mum, i love you too..

i miss u damn much

when i think about what had happened, i still can't believe it. when i don't think about it, it feels like nothing happened and i can feel his presence. when i flash back the memories, i can't help it and tears are running down my face. honestly, i still can't accept what had happened. i refuse to!

may the departed soul rest in peace. Amen.


p/s: i <3 you so much Joel McGordan. i wish i could turn back the time. i wish you are here, with us.. we miss u so much. if i could, i would take u back home.. even if i have to travel in a long journey.. i would, but couldn't.

"It's important in life to conclude things properly. Only then can you let go. Otherwise you are left with words you should have said but never did, and your heart with remorse" (Martel, 384).