oh Canada

sleepy, tired, homesick, sick of college, poor results, quarreling, tons of works, exams, quizzes. what the worst it could be?
here in ICPU..
but then i stop and think, will it be lot easier in U??
one of my senior sent an IM to me and asked me bout my life here in icpu. yeah, sure la i merungut.
then he told me that U life there in Canada is 10 times harder the life here in ICPU.
i feel like i dont want to go there, dont want to futher my study in U in Canada..
then....
based on my results in ICPU so far, will i make it to C.A.N.A.D.A.?
i guess that i dont have to worry what might awaiting in Canada, i should focus to my study in ICPU first!
YEAHH!!
what ever will be, will be...
at least i do my best kan kan.....

^__^

" i was riding shotgun, with my hair undone, in the front seat of his car....sneaking out late.." --our song, Taylor Swift.

" i don't think that passenger seat, has ever looked this good to me"--I'd Lie, Taylor Swift.

" i remember all the times we spent together on those drives, we had a million questions all about our lives, and when we got to New York everything felt right. i wish you were here with me , tonight.."-- Tonight, FM Static

destruction

i was so excited yesterday.
i went to bed, closed my eyes, hoping for a wonderful tomorrow.
i woke up this morning, with a big smile of hope...
just to end up crying here alone, facing this 4 walls again..

it ends tonite!!

"welcome back my friend, the show that never ends" ELP


waa!! these raya holidays i went to kedah, ikut AFYQAH, one of my new girlfriend ^_^ other than jannah -jannah suruh tulis macam ni- haha..
i had a wonderful holidays, gaining new experiences, eating lot of foods!!! huis, that is the best part of my holidays.. haha!!

masa balik semalam, kamiorg singgah g PP.. huhu.. then g tgk hardrock hotel.. huu.. snap3..


me and afiqaH in front of HARDROCK HOTEL


me and kakak with 'the statues'

there are some more pictures, but im too malas to upload.. ahakzz!
but now, im in casa, back to same old story, study study study.. homeworks.. no sleep!! haiss...
wat to do... it's my life..
and my holidays will end tonight!!! ;'(


i love TUC, but i hate exams, assignments n home works.. waa


last but not least, i would like 2 take this opportunity to thank afiqah n her family for 'raising' me for a week! hahaha!!
^_^

away away n away

naa.. new blog..
i am so addicted to facebook nowadays.
i think writing blog wil bring more benefits that facebook-ing all day.
at least this can distract me to be more addicted to facebook.

let's begin..
i am kayrell, age 18, born on 22cd of July year 1991.
id num, 910722-13-xxxx
im a gurl, indeed, come from sibu, sarawak.
and im a malaysian, thankful to be one-- a peace country, with variety of culture.. ^_^

i've graduated-spm jer- from st.Elizabeth.
an unexpected thing happened to me like 2months after i got my SPM tat is i've got a schlarship from JPA to cntinue my study to canada. WOW!!!
they offer me engineering course.
however, i hav 2 do my pre-U study in TAYLORS UNIVERSITY COLLEGE, here in subng jaya for 1 year..
i must get at least 85% and above for my final result to cntinue my futher study to canada.
waa! it's tough!

it's been 2 months since i entered TUC.
i really need to struggle hard, there are lots of things i need to work out..
having my holiday right now, back to school on next tuesday..
i wish i am in sibu right now..
but what to do..
i need to be awayy awayy from home to succeed!

tat's it for da introduction!
c yar!